Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Picking the pieces


Oh my god! just shocking i'm starting to write again.
It's a whole new chapter of life, with different people a different life
I miss my friends, i miss aruna, i miss rebecca, i misss secondary school.

It's wierd i just feel i don't have as much friends as before. I do adore wu nan my classmate and eunice wierdly the nerd. but other than that i'm picking back the pieces of my life.
I WANT TOO THAT IS!
But it's confusing i don't know how exactly.
I hope to get help from almightyto put my heart to rest,to put strength within my soul when life pulls hard on my gutts and make me feel lower than the road.
Is it odd to fear urself. I fear ME!
i'm turning into one hell of a bitchy monster. But thank god for i am blessed with such a sweet patient loving boyfriend who has patience of a saint with me.
I just have to start typing coz i long ago toss my diary aside to much joke in it written by the mind of a child. I just want to write wad i feel.

I want to rant on and on and on and having the liberty to write what i feel inside because it is the best way for me. I don't talk no more. i miss ME.the ME who was destroyed by MAN
Man who created such hate within my heart.Man so pathetic, i can't put words to what they are.A scum so low, not a mili sec is worth speaking of him
DISGUSTING!
I just wanna find peace.I want to find the happy-go lucky me.The me so easy to crack up jokes to make people laugh. The un-judgemental me
I miss my life as it was before, the innocent me.
How can i ever start where i left off.
for one i miss aruna









two i miss bec












three i miss acting



four i miss my foundation year







i miss my curls



i miss you!



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Monday, March 26, 2007
shitty day

FUCK U!not u! uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......
k i'm actually sick of school especially the classmates.sick of home.

WTF!my sis cant wake up on her own and she late for work blame my mum,fuck face,bang door.like dat also shiok.(the catch) IT'S MY FUCKING DOOR!

VICTORIA UR SUCH A BITCH!u dun just call fazri when i'm talking to him u lil bitch just case its ur birthday!u fucking mole infested geek.

And for fucks sake dun look down on people we're in the same shit for fucks sake. n for fuck sake fazri put the fucking hp down.

And for fucks sake u big indian man do not hit my head at shove ur pits in my face.i do not get turn on by it.so stop giving me the "i'm so hot look"!!!!!!

And for fucks sake u chinese yellow shirt woman do not squirm n shove me on the escalator.where there's only 2 people on the fucking escalator.THE BUS STOP has no fucking legs it will not run away.besides your bus cud hv just left BITCH.

And for fucks sake u 2 fuckers do not step my slippery slippers with ur fat dirty wet shoe.SORRY DOES NOT HELP TAKE THE PAIN AWAY! n don't put ur hand up as if apologizing but not,ur not my buddy to wave at.

On a lighter note.aruna has been such a buddy ol pal n her mum food so shiok sia wooooooow steam....and her new clothes........it puts my wadrobe to shame............


look at that bra....ooops i mean shirt...i'm so in lurve..n thank u dearest for landing me that cute brown top..........for the safari........u gave me dat idea too..eh no actually it was mine..than u copy
riggggght.

soooooooooo cute man both of us.

self-praise is international disgrace.but why bother waiting for people to praise u when u can do it urself.save urself so much trouble.


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Friday, March 23, 2007
back awhile

hey people.miss me..

i know i know the constant nagging rite for me to blog.

YA the fact is i dunno wad to say.i'm going to gyms i need to loose weight n tone my body.i need to make my arms small man.shucks!

k well everythings fine.going with gym with aruna yeah yeah yeah my buddy ol pal,dunno if her mums following.i typed this long entry then but the wire got disconected n arghhhhhhhhh i lost it.than i lost all mood to blog.i' clearing my mp3 up so i can use it for gym ...
sooooooo stressed up this semester so many assessments.....can die!serious shit.i want a part time job ..anyone?
gosh i'll write again soon..........wooooooooosh away!

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
hi

it's been raining.and i'm doin great.the massage that day was great.my schools started and i'm in the computer lab n i didn't do my essay............................................................nvm no privacy so i'll blog again

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Thursday, January 04, 2007
Aruna harassed me

OK...

i'M BACK!!!

o.k had a stickin ass fight thought i was single but he tot the other way round.And during the same time i wasreading a book call falling for Mr wrongg how superb was dat.

o.k and New year was crap but my resolutions are the same every year..For now my only resolution is living my damn life to the fullest.and yes i'm still with him ...It's gonna be a year and 2 months..not long.and yes i was bored the whole holidays except for rehearsles for "the room"!Fights and dates...trust me u need loads of cash for a fairly descent date.Unless ur the type who dates between a bedsheet and blanket..

o.k and so i am going for a oriental sweedish back spa session and followed by a 3 step body care programme..AS THE WHOLE WORLD KNOWS i am HUGE AND FAT...(i don't care if ur shaking ur head and chanting no)

Next i ask my sister to cut my fringe so now i have bangs after the huge fight i felt i wanna be a new person.so yes now i look like a fat doll!!Wakakakaka but i think i have a preety face and if u like a voluptuous body u wud like me.

oh yes i have come to terms with loving my breast size,and the phrase "if u have it flaunt it" seems so purrfect...hahahaha

o.k i didt have christmas stuff this year cause its just that becky is not around and miggrated so ya...ya...ya

okiez i aint gonna talk about the government or fucking politics.As u all know i'm a reader not a writer.I'm now reading Apocalipstick by Sue Margolis and its damn adorable!!

O.k Aruna u shud be grinning reall big rite now!!!

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Thank you

Thanks aruna darling for the new blog skin...woopeeee i will try to blog from now on..

PROMISE!

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